2. ARE YOU WAITING?
Why is there always a need for someone in our lives?
I guess there could be several reasons for that but are there conditions? In my case… yes because everybody wants somebody to care …even be overprotective. I can’t be the president of goodwill and say that love is unconditional for it is not.
I was crossing down the road, and I saw myself in his eyes he was looking at me straight.. we were silent like a pair of dormice
I hated his gaze then.. I long for it now…. a little smile could well.. simply blow me out. I need to think a few..I seem to have a brain curfew.
Its not made for me still I need him to hold me in his arms. To protect me from those swarms and kiss my hands … be a soothing balm
Every time I see two hearts shuffling .. I feel my memories flutter. I remember his eyes and I remember to be calm. I realized the truth suddenly. He is an important part of my life.
But would it really hurt so much if he suddenly disappeared?
I do care.
But is that a reason enough to dream endlessly like a hopeless romantic? I can be the person of my dreams. Watch cartoons and paint and read and listen to music and play and laugh and smile and be myself.
I have my whole world complete… Just waiting for a person with a similar world to come closer. For two worlds make a universe. Full of possibilities ..breathing peace and tranquility. He is not my world…. he is another world. The jigsaw of my universe.
I am not empty. I am not blank.
I am waiting.
PS.if u missed the first part pls. check out 1.NOTHING https://khushitripathi.com/2017/08/01/1-nothing/