Sometimes it is better to accept whatever emotion you are going through. It is alright to embrace an emotion no matter what the outcome is. It is alright to get hurt but not alright to watch someone who means the world to you walk away without giving both of you a chance to get to know each other. What’s not right is not holding out your hand. Even though all you might feel is wind going through your fingers at least you won’t regret not moving at all…
I am too broke to mend someone; too filled with hate to cherish someone
Too scared to be afraid; too hungry for love and care
This weird emotion; set back so soft laden in a heart of stone;
covered with moss burnt with charcoal
What’s this weird longing and..why does it not go away?
Have you ever felt this way?
The fear that gnaws at you making you think that you are not worth it..one should try looking beyond the obvious and searching for the right words stuck somewhere at the back of your tongue.
Somewhere in my mind’s corner a voice whispers…
“Can you please take care of me?”
Help me up; guide me throughout;
Please don’t just leave me out.
Do not take my blows for anger for I don’t know why; but I want to feel your skin underneath mine.
You are not my foe..is this my love for you that I do not know how to show?
It will take some time and quite a lot of perseverance but maybe it’s time to give these voices an acceptance.
PS. This is not only about love but also about all those times you have failed and convinced yourself that it is alright. I need you to remember those times and accept your folly so that you can stand back up without regrets. Hustle with a newfound peace. Start with acceptance. This is the fourth part of the series. There are only 3 parts left. Stay with me and lets see how this search for love ends!